Hey girls, you're beautiful. Don't look at those stupid magazines with stick like models. Eat healthy and exercise. That's all. Don't let anyone tell you you're not good enough. You are good enough; you are too good. Love your family with all your heart and listen to it. You are gorgeous, whether you're a size 3 or a size 14. It doesn't matter what you look like on the outside, as long as you're a good person; as long as you respect others. I know it's been told hundreds of times before, but it's true."
-- Gerard Way

        " Sometimes its easy to feel like you're the only one in the world
              whos struggling. whos frustrated, or unsatisfied, or
         barely getting by. that feelings a lie && if you just hold on,
                            just find the courage to face it all
                       for another day, someone or something
                             will find you and make it all okay "
                                       -- one tree hill

 "People are often unreasonable, illogical, and self-centered; Forgive them anyway. If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives; Be kind anyway. If you are successful you will win some false friends and true enemies; Succeed anyway. If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you; Be honest and frank anyway. What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight; Build anyway. If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous; Be happy anyway. The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow; Do good anyway. Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough; Give the world the best you've got anyway. You see, in the final analysis, it is between you and God; It was never between you and them anyway." -Mother Teresa

"We all honor heroes for different reasons. Sometimes for their daring, sometimes for their bravery, sometimes for their goodness. But mostly we honor heroes because at one point or another, we all dream of being rescued. Of course, if the right hero doesnt come along, sometimes we just have to rescue ourselves."

our lives are fractions of a whole
but if the world could remain within a frame
like a painting on a wall
then i think we'd see the beauty

The things that I remember best, those are the things I wasn't supposed to do and I did them anyway. The thing is, life is too damn short to be following these rules.
                       -Grey's Anatomy

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Time.  Time waits for no man. Time heals all wounds.
All any of us can want is more time. Time to stand up.
Time to grow up. Time to let go. -Grey's Anatomy <3

this is how it works
you're young until you're not
you love until you don't
you try until you can't
you laugh until you cry
you cry until you laugh
-regina spektor 'on the radio'

no i'm not color blind
i know the world is black and white
try to keep an opened mind i just can't sleep on this tonight
stop this train i want to get out and go home again
i can't take the speed it's moving in
i know i can
but honestly will someone stop this train
-john mayer 'stop this train'

i hate to see you cry lying there in that position
there's things you need to hear
so turn off your tears and listen
pain throws your heart to the ground
love turns the whole thing around
no it won't all go the way it should
but i know the heart of life is good
-john mayer 'the heart of life'

It ain't gonna stop the world if you walk out that door.
This old world just keeps spinning round, spinning round.
Like it did the day before.
Cause to them it makes no difference.
It just keeps on keeping time.
Cause it ain't gonna stop the world, no.
But it'll be the end of mine.
-rosie thomas 'it don't matter to the sun'

And I can't chase away the fears
The ones you built up all these years
You don't have to hide away
When you're talkin to me.
And we don't have to change our dreams
It's getting nearer so it seems
That will never change a thing
You're talkin to me
But I'm feelin stronger now
I'm feelin stronger now
Cuz livin in the summer is easy
And it's livin in the winter thats hard
But we'll get through
-mark joseph 'get through'

There are no guarantees in life
Not for the present,
Nor for the future.
All I know is
That I'm here;
Don't know for how long.
I love the way
You live so intensely
Enjoy every minute of life
With space to swing
Your arms around
Laughing loudly
-kate havnevik 'unlike me'

I know it all
We all got our faults
We get locked in our voids
And make mistakes
When your gone
All the colors fade
When your gone
No the years they parade
When your gone
Colors seem to fade
-amos lee 'colors'

They didn't have you where I come from
Never knew the best was yet to come
Life began when I saw your face
And I hear your laugh like a serenade
How long do you want to be loved
Is forever enough, is forever enough
How long do you want to be loved
Is forever enough
Cause I'm never, never giving you up
-dixie chicks 'lullaby'

it's a big girl world now
full of big girl things
and every day I wish I was small
I've been counting on nothing
but he keeps giving me his word
and I am tired of hearing myself speak
do you get weary? do you ever get weak?
how do you dream when you can't fall asleep?
-kendall payne 'scratch'

Friends tell me it's spring
My window show the same
Without you here the seasons pass me by
I know you were not new
That loved like me and you
All the same I miss you
Today has been ok
Today has been ok
-emiliana torrini 'today has been okay"

You're the only thing that I love
Scares me more every day
On my knees I think clearer
Goodness knows I saw it coming
Or at least I'll claim I did
But in truth I'm lost for words
-snow patrol 'chocolate'

sun through the curtains
i gave you a sign
the birds all were quiet
you were so quiet
some hear a call
some are the messengers
i thumb through the pictures
and know them all
-the long winters 'cinnamon'

Give your heart and soul to me
And life will always be
La vie en rose
-louis armstrong 'la vie en rose'

Time
Where did you go?
Why did you leave me here, alone?
Wait, don't go so fast
I'm missing the moments as they pass
Now I've looked in the mirror
And the world's getting clearer
So wait for me this time
-chantal kreviazuk 'time'

My song is love
Love to the loveless shown
And it goes on
You don't have to be alone
Your heavy heart
Is made of stone
And it's so hard to see you clearly
You don't have to be on your own
You don't have to be on your own
-coldplay 'a message'

Maybe sometimes, we got it wrong, but it’s all right
The more you stay the same, the more they seem to change.
Don’t you think it’s strange?
-corinne bailey rae 'put your records on'

Breath deep,
Speak out,
Make up your mind,
Be brave,
Follow your dreams,
Listen to you heart,
Close your eyes,
Make a wish.
-the ditty bops 'wake up'

there, there, baby
it's just textbook stuff
it's in the abc's
of growing up
-imogen heap 'speeding cars'

You’re no poem.
Once you open your mouth
I never like what you say
A carnation
To cover your lips
When you speak I fall away
The exceptions
Are few in between
I spend time just trying to forget
Away, away, will you fall away
Let’s pretend that we never met
-inara george 'no poem'

Well, I love the rain the most when it stops
We can see the big white houses, yeah and the docks
And we can jump in the river, don’t know if the water or sky is clearer
But I know that I love the rain the most when it stops
Yeah when it stops
-joe purdy 'i love the rain the most'

Sudden start; things are slow
You're watching all the speeding cars
Moving like you wish you could
But, oh, it's too bad
Cause they drove away your happiness
And good times
But I'm gonna get you into the light
And I'm gonna find a way that is right
And I'm gonna get you into the light
And make it okay
-josh rouse 'sad eyes'

The warmth of your love's
Like the warmth from the sun
And this will be our year
Took a long time to come...
-ok go 'this will be our year'

When I'm cold inside, You are warm and bright,
You know you are so good for me
With your child's eyes, You are more than you seem,
You see into space...
I see into your face...
The places you've been...
The things you have learned...
They sit with you so beautifully
-kt tunstall 'universe & u'

And I'm driving down the 92 where the bridge looks like it touches the sky
And i'm thinking to myself
Where did all the time go
And why can't I remember
What it was like when I was young
Seasons change
And you grow a little older
Nothing stays the same
The past becomes the future
Seasons change
And you grow a little older
No one stays the same
-susie suh 'seasons change'

It's morning
I wake up
The taste of summer sweetness on my mind
It's a clear day
In this city
Let's go dance under the street lights
All the people in this world
Let's come together
More than ever
I can feel it
Can you feel it
-rob thomas 'streetcorner symphony'

i don't feel the sun's coming out today
it's staying in i'm gonna find a better way
as i sit here in this misery
i don't think i'll ever see the sun from here
and oh as i fade away they'll all look at me and say
hey look at them i'll never live that way
but that's okay
they're just afraid to change
-blind melon 'change'

Did I drive you away?
I know what you'll say
You say, "Oh, sing one we know"
But I promise you this
I'll always look out for you
That's what I'll do
I say oh
I say oh, i saw sparks
I saw sparks
My heart is yours
It's you that I hold on to
-coldplay 'sparks'

It hasn't felt like this before,
It hasn't felt like home before you,
And I know it's easy to say,
But it's harder to feel this way,
I miss you more than I should,
Than I thought I could,
Can't get my mind off of you,
-joshua radin 'the fear you won't fall'

I'm holding on to you, holding on to me
Maybe it's all we got but it's all I need
You're all I need
And if all we've got is what no one can break
I know I love you
If that's all we can take
The tears are coming down
They're mixing with the rain
I know I love you, if that's all we can take
-mat kearney 'all i need'

Your eyes are always straying.
You want whatever’s far.
I hear the words you’re saying.
I’m learning you, by heart.
I will know you, by heart.
-sylvie lewis 'by heart'

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"Faith is believing when there is nothing else you can do"

we`re sad, & yeah, we always want our friends to know.
but whenever they ask that one question "are you okay?"
we always lie. "i`m fine," we say. i just wish someone would
look at my painted eyes and say "no, you`re not."

I wish we could avoid all those moments, when we're around each other and start to remember how things used to be.

She wanted Something else, Something different,
Something more... Passion & Romance perhaps, or maybe
quiet conversations in candlelight rooms or perhaps something    
as simple as not being second.    

He looked at me and said,
"Do you ever feel like you're working
for something you're never going to get.
You shoot and miss kind of deal
like, no matter what you can't have it,
but that makes you fight for it just a little bit more?"
I looked at him, stared at him for a second
and replied, "Everyday..."

she sits up late at night,  flipping through
the dictionary // trying to find a word that
describes exactly how she feels

"A woman knows when you look into her eyes & see someone else..." The Notebook * <3

and she hates how
she stays up half the night,
analyzing his every word
trying to find out if he's fallen for her
as hard as she's fallen for him

I want to be like those girls in the movies
and have a man so in love with them,
it makes him drop to his knees.

you know that he loves you when;
someone else makes you laugh and he smiles,
for the simple fact that you're laughing.

PlAY iN THE P0URiNG RAiN.
DANCE WHEN THERE'S N0 MUSiC.
WAlK BAREFO0T iN THE SAND.
lAY UNDER THE StARS.
L0VE LiKE N0 0THER.
SHARE SECRETS WiTH FRiENDS.
LAUGH UNtiL iT HURTS.
& REMEMBER EVERY MiNUtE 0F iT
BECAUSE Y0U 0NlY GET 0NE liFE.

i guess that it's typical
to cling to memories you'll
never get back again <|3

i want someone who will day dream
about me in class ;; then the teacher
will yell at him and tell him he needs
to listen. he`ll say he`s sorry & then
look at me. smile and whisper.
----------- [[ i love you ]] ----------

People always say " dont worry, it was his loss "

but I know  that's not really true...

it was my loss.

sometimes i wish i could be a little kid again, so when life gets tough
you can play pretend.. i wanna go back to when santa did exist. when
daddy was the only boy you ever kissed. when disney world was the best
place to be. when the only movies you watched were rated G. when your
biggest problem was learning to write your name and people didn`t change
and all your friends were the same. and everytime you were sad or you
had a bad day you could just run to mommy and it would all be okay. when
the best place to shop was toys R us. when it was just scary to ride
the bus. before you ever had a broken heart and pain of being in love just
didn`tstart. i wanna go back to no hurt and no pain. just laughter AND
WHEN EVERY0NE LiVES HAPPiLY EVER AFTER.

true friends are
difficult to find
Hard to leave &
impossible to forget

True friends try to lift each other,  help one another aim for worthy goals and make the right decision. This means you must choose your friends wisely, and guide them wisely. Because being a friend doesn't always mean saying, doing, or advising the things your friend wants you to.  It means telling the truth, giving the right advice, even tho you know it might hurt a little. A true friend is the one who speaks from the heart, and stays to comfort if the truth hurts.

Some things fall apart
so other things can fall together

the sun's gonna shine and the rain's gonna fall..and in the end you might get burnt or wet, but that's life. so dance in the puddles and bathe in the sun, and at the end of the day..smile. everything's gonna be alright.

To love is like playing the piano. First, you play by the rules. Then, you must forget the rules and play from the heart.

When you lose someone you love,
you gain an angel you know <3

It's not about what happened in the past, or what you think might happen in the future. It's about the ride. There is no point in going through all this crap, if your are not going to enjoy the ride. And you know what... when you least expect it, something great might come along. Something better then you even planned for

All I wanted was for him to ask what was wrong.
For him to care about how I felt.
For him to hug me & hold me,
& promise that everything will be okay.
I need him tonight, but he's not here.
He always has a way of never being there

I wanted you to fight for me. I wanted you
to say that there was no one else that you could
ever be with and that you wanted to be with me

&& our memories are like mixtapes
they sing me to sleep everynight

Love is something that makes life worth living, a feeling that brings a smile to your face, a person who sweeps you off your feet, & a racing heart that scares you to death & yet still makes you feel on top of the world..

loving someone is one thing,
being loved by someone is another
but being loved by the person you love?
thats just [ e v e r y t h i n g ] <3333

We all take different paths in life,
but no matter where we go,
we take a little bit of eachother everywhere.

It's amazing the things you realize
when you lose someone; you get mad
at yourself for not saying the things
you could`ve a million times, you take
for granted the days spent doing nothing
when you could`ve been with them. anyone
can be taken at any time in our lives but we
always wait until they`re gone to say the
things we never had the courage to before

love isn't about the hugs, the kisses, the flowers or the gifts. it's about how you feel when you are with that person. the feeling that you are on top of the world and, because of that feeling, every sensation is hightened. the scents seem sweeter, the colors brighter, the sounds even seem more melodic. the world as a whole becomes so much more beautiful. when you're with that person, it's as if the rest of the world disappears

"Someone out there is mean to be the love of your life. Your best friend. Your soulmate. The one you can tell your dreams to. He'll smile at you when you tell him, but he'll never laugh at your heart. He'll brush the hair out of your eyes & send you flowers when you least expect it. He'll call you to tell you goodnight before you get into bed or just because he's thinking about you. He'll be bursting to talk to you each morning, just to hear the sound of your voice. He'll look into your eyes & tell your your the most beautiful girl he's ever seen & for the first time in your life, you'll believe it." --- Dawson's Creek

I am who I am because of you ;; Your every
reason, every hope && every dream, I`ve
ever had && no matter what happens to us
in the future, everyday we are together, is the
greatest day of my life <3 the notebook

What we do doesnt define who we are
What defines us, is how well we rise after falling

t's good to know that the ones you love
will always be in your heart. & if your very
lucky, only a plane ride away.. - Sex & the City

-- she's beautifully b|r|o|k|e|n inside ;
but her thoughts go unspoken, her
tears remain uncried –

No matter how hard we try to ignore it or try to deny it eventually the lies fall away, whether we like it or not. But heres the truth about the truth-- it hurts. So, we lie.
;;Grey's Anatomy

the only thing that matters
is just following your heart
&& eventually, you'll finally getit right.

trying to be someone you
aren't.. is a waste of
the person you are.

shoot for the moon.
even if you miss you'll land among the stars.

everything happens
for a reason. sometimes
things fall apart just
so other things can fall
together. but in the
end, what's meant to be
will always find it's way

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?

Saying something &wishing
you hadn't? or saying
nothing & wishing you had?
i guess the most important
things are the harded to
say. don't be afraid to tell
someone you love them.
if you do, they might break
your heart.. if you don't
you might break theirs.
have you ever decided not
to become a couple cause
you were so afraid of
losing what you already
had with that person? your
heart decides whom it likes
&whom it doesn't. you
can't tell your heart what to
do. it does it on it's own &
when you least expect it,
or even when you don't
want it too. have you ever
wanted to love someone
with everything you had,
but that other person was
too afriad to let you? too
many of us stay walled up
because we are too afraid
to care too much.. for fear
that the other person does
not care as much, or even
at all. have you ever denied
your feelings for someone
because your fear of
rejection was too hard to
handle? we tell lies when
we are afraid.. afraid of
what we don't know, afraid
of what others will think,
afraid of what will be found
out about us. but everytime
we tell a lie, the thing we
fear grows stronger. life is
all about risks & it requires
you to jump. don't be a
person who has to look
back &wonder what they
would have done, or could
have had.

don't lose hope >> when it
gets dark, the stars
come out.

The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt with the heart

she's the type of girl that can be so hurt but
can still look at you & smile the type of girl
who is willing to brighten' your day even if
she can't manage to brighten her own </3

The only reason people hold onto
memories so tight is because memories
are the only things that don't
change when everything else does.

You can try your hardest, you can do everything
& say everything.. but sometimes people just
aren`t worth crying over anymore ..
they aren`t worth worrying about.
It`s important to know when to let go of someone
who only brings you down.

Time is too slow for those who wait, too swift for those who fear, too long for those who grieve, too short for those who rejoice, but for those who love, time is eternity.

funny how a photograph
can take you back in time
to places and embraces
that you thought you left behind

behind every girl's smile;
there's a boy that put it there

A photograph is worth a thousand words ; a memory is worth a lifetime.

and i just wish i was one of those lucky girls
who had a boy to give her the world & never had
to build up the courage to tell a guy how she
felt about him because she'd already know
that he felt the same way.. 

the only risks in life you should regret; are the ones you didn't take

WE'RE N0T PERFECT.
WE LAUGH T00 HARD,
WE ARE WAY T0 L0UD,
&& WE ARE SUCH DORKS
BUT D0iNG iT T0GETHER iS
WHAT MAKES US
BEST FRiENDS F0REVER

i really hope that this works out.
i've never had more faith in anyone.
i've never had more hope in anything.
& i'm asking you; please don't ruin that.

for a kiss to be really good, you want it to mean something.
you want it to be with someone you can't get out of
your head, so that when your lips finally touch you feel it
everywhere. a kiss so hot and so deep you never want
to come up for air. you can't cheat your first kiss. trust me,
you don't want to. cause when you find that right person
for a first kiss, it's everything. <3
`+ grey's_anatomy <3

can't we go back to the start?
it was so full of promises.

Life isn't all it's cut out to be. It has it's ups and it's down. But, you have to embrace those ups and downs and learn from them. You can't just sit back and mope and make people have pity for you. You have to put those things that are hurting you aside and live. You only get one life, and that one life isn't that long. You have to do everything that comes your way. Yeah, you might get embarrassed, but in a month...no one will remember. You have to do what you feel is right. You can't worry about other people. Just live life how you would want to live it. Don't follow examples, make them. Let people follow in your footsteps. Sometimes, you just have to dance around your room and look like a fool. Other times, you just have to sing as loud as you can, even
if you do sound bad. And most of all...You need to laugh. Never go a day without laughing, or at least smiling. It doesn't matter if you have had the worst day, If you just laugh, everything
will be ok. For the most part, just be you. Don't listen to others. They are going to make fun of you. They are going to tell you that you are stupid. But that is their opinion. It only becomes true when you start to believe it.

You'll learn that even the one person who
wasn't supposed to ever let you down, probably
will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll
break others hearts. You'll blame a new love
for things an old love did. You'll fight with your
best friend, you'll cry because time is flying by,
and you'll eventually lose someone you love.
So take too many pictures , laugh too much
forgive freely, and love like you've never been
hurt, because every second you spend angry
or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.